Just been a REALLY hellish time lately. I didn't mean to lie in the last journal post I made and I'm not going to sit here and spout out excuses. I'm just really bad at managing my time haha. My scanner also seems to be having a few issues and I haven't been able to sort it out just yet. On top of that some family issues have risen up and I'm trying to balance all of that with my own personal life and problems. Even though I've been back on my medication for a while now, I'm still having trouble with anxiety attacks, panic attacks and now nightmares. I haven't been intentionally ignoring people here, I really haven't. I have read messages, but I'm trash at actually RESPONDING to them. I also haven't had a lot of free time lately and when I do, drawing hasn't been high on my list of things to do. I guess in short, I'm taking a bit of a hiatus and have been for a while now if not leaving altogether. If I did leave, I wouldn't delete my account here so the gallery would still be up, but posting anything would be super rare. I am sorry for the promises I have made that I am not able to uphold and I hope you will forgive me if you have been waiting so patiently for so long. Well, that's really all I have to say on all of that so goodbye for now! Take care lovlies!